September 19, 2005


It's hard to believe that a couple of days ago I was wearing a tshirt and admiring baby ducks and daffodils. It's reasonably heavy snow, too.

I will tuck Sock into her drizabone and take her for a walk this afternoon. I'm so glad I have got my baby girl back.

I'm doing well with food, and I feel hideous. Ugly and large and awkward and disgusting. I feel like I'm running down a road blindfolded and screaming. Urgh. Even typing about it makes me panic. I want to be healthy, but oh god I can't do it if it makes me feel and look like this...

Posted by phreq at September 19, 2005 10:40 AM | TrackBack

Weaher is a bit fucked really - it's gorgeous here now, but apparently by the afternoon we'll have something like what you're having. Yay for having Sock back, I bet she's happy about it too :).

Food - I'm glad you're eating healthy stuff. It sucks that you feel shitty about it, but it's still a good thing to do, and good on you for sticking to it.

Posted by: Rachel at September 19, 2005 10:46 AM

Oh phreq... I know what it is like to feel ugly and large and awkward and disgusting... and to want to be healthy but it is just so damn hard. I don't have any wonderful words of advice right now. Maybe I'll have the guts to blog some of it some day.

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