I've spent the last month and a half eating more as part of my new year's resolution to gain weight. 7.5kg later and I feel very heavy and frankly rather depressed, but then again, as I said to sokky, I guess one can't extract the core obsession of 14 years from a life in one month and expect not to get some whiplash somewhere along the road.
I did have to cringe inwardly at one friend's (genuine and understandable) reaction of "I knew it was too good to last!" ... I know I'm not great with consistency, but a) A few hard days of depression/adjustment does not a ending make and b) I'm still eating. But they are to be forgiven, because they've known me through a lot of tough times and the reaction was probably entirely logical, based on past experience. Not this time though...
Yay! Keep up the good work. We all have setbacks, just concentrate on the good bits :-)
Posted by: Emba at February 14, 2006 10:31 AMNo words are forming. So can I add ditto to the comment above. Lazy I know but when ones mind is blank work with what yourve got.
Posted by: Vincent at February 14, 2006 10:59 AMNo words are forming. So can I add ditto to the comment above. Lazy I know but when ones mind is blank work with what yourve got.
Posted by: Vincent at February 14, 2006 10:59 AMheya :) you go girl! :)
Behaviour-habits are hard enuff to break when they're just little things like nail biting, without any associated thought-processes behind them so am very in awe of your strength and determination.
hugs
Z
Posted by: Zephfi at February 14, 2006 11:59 AMI'm pretty sure I said, Yay, That's a good start! Sticking to anything that isn't *easy* is inately difficult. I think what you've managed to do so far is awesome! *cuddles*!
Posted by: giffy at February 14, 2006 02:32 PM