August 08, 2005

The Fear

The only thing keeping me going on this thesis thing at the moment is thinking about how I would feel if I did not finish it. And how I would explain that to anyone, especially everyone I know.

Especially Shona.

Especially c and h.

Gotta go work now, cos the fear is here.

One of my fellow students has just given up his job and is going home to live with mummy and be treated like a kid who has not done his homework until he has finished his book. And you know what? I'm jealous he has the opportunity to step back from the rest of his life and Ccentrate like that. I have responsibilities that I have chosen, and I can't leave them behind.

Posted by Toni at August 8, 2005 07:55 PM