I feel like I have too much emotion for my body. I feel drained because I had a really wretched sleep...too hot, sore neck from Hell, shoulders crunched when on my side, neck sore when on my back. Worrying.
I can't stand this suspense.
I don't want to feel numb from everything but the worrying anymore. I don't want to cry but I can feel it there underneath. Having my period right now is just another weight on me.
I want to go back out to the coast with my parents and walk on the beach again. Talk about a calming atmosphere.
At the same time I feel immensely lyrical, like I could write a novel or paint a masterpiece if I had the time. I don't have any time.
Presents from family: scrapbooking supplies (need time now!) and Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman. Chocolate. Lovely.
Point of Fashion: jolly roger tshirt I had forgotten I owned
Current Obsession: when will they tell me about the job?