May 08, 2006

On the total futility of worrying

Well the daughter person fessed up about the boyfriend though she claims they are not going out, just very good friends. Very good, from what I saw on Friday myself.

Then on Saturday she wanted to be able to stay with him.

She's seventeen, and perfectly capable of telling porkies, so I thought it was in my best interests to let her stay with him. But I am not happy about it. Not Happy.

Its not that I don't trust her. I do actually. I trust her to do the safety first stuff. For me, casual sex is not a good thing, and it seems that she is not planning to sleep with everyone who might fancy her. So I trust her to only be sleeping with someone she really wants to be with.

But I don't trust this boyfriend. I don't trust any male of that age (17 years) to have Ctrol over his hormones. Or any female either. That's either me being realistic from my own memories or from what I have observed as a teacher, or I am just a sad cynical negative type, making wild generalisations about teenagers.

Tell you what though - I didn't sleep well on Saturday.

She came home at lunch on Sunday while I was out and went to her room, shut the door and went to sleep. I had no idea she was home...

At five o'clock I was thinking I should ring her and tell her to come home. I was doing some tidying up and went into her room, whereupon she said hello. I got one hell of a fright.

Turned out she had gone home with her female friend, and not spent the night at the boyfriend's place after all. She went with girlfriend at 3 o'clock, about the exact time I was lying in bed awake worrying about her and wether she was all right.

Here's hoping I learn something from this!

Posted by Toni at May 8, 2006 09:22 AM
Comments

Having your first sexual experience consensually, safely, with someone of your own age, without having to lie about where you are, sounds like a pretty good start to me.

Posted by: suraya at May 12, 2006 11:28 AM