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January 30, 2003

mumble

"You approach the world
with open arms and hope
it wants you."
- Jenny Bornholdt.

How many nights of my life have I spent like this, searching the internet for something that I can't quite put my finger on, eyes stinging from staring at the computer screen too long, reaching out to people I will probably never touch...

I think I'm going through one of my dark spells again. I'm so sick of this, it's such a struggle just getting through the days, trying to keep up with my life.

But I'm going to try not to mope all over my blog, cos it's still so shiney and new!

"Here's the world on a good
day, turned slightly away, but this is no
offence, merely the sun was
in its eyes and it turned
briefly to avoid being
blinded by it."

-JB

Things I will do during my one week of freedom between summer school and first trimester:

Sleep

Rescue my garden

Design myself a webpage

Bike to Makara

Bake gingerbred

Read Te Reo Rangatira

Write a novel

Become a brilliant cellist

Learn to speak Sami

Save the world

Posted by Fionnaigh at January 30, 2003 09:50 AM
Comments

Hi there, glad to see a fellow kiwi, fantastic site, keep up the site you really are in tune with your inner self. Will re visit you. Till then shine bright and take care love cathiexxx:):)

Posted by: ladymuck000 at April 13, 2003 04:53 PM


*applaud*

would like to applaud you for your care for the environment! So happy to see that other people are looking out as well! =) How does your friend like his job? I'm a little curious as to how it works. Just out of curiosity, are you aware of permaculture? is ANYONE!!?? I had a friend who took this intense 2 week course on it, an she said that it was such a great idea, and that it was still an idea rising! Well...keep it up eH?

Posted by: eunjified at April 13, 2003 04:54 PM

Kia ora, thanks for dropping in. I've been trying to find NZers all over this xanga site...we are but a few. your site rocks girl...its cool, funny, sad, passionate and is truth to the damndessed that truth is. hey whats the 'Enneagram' thing....umm, or do i want to find out what kind of personality i am. Maybe not, or , maybe I already know and disguise it very well with an up, smiling, i can do anything attitude, and I'm sooo cool on the outside...and on the inside I'm really Fucked!
much love
xxx

Posted by: the1aotearoa at April 13, 2003 04:55 PM

Ok Im up to number 34 but I've got to do some work and print some photos. You have had an eventful life...I don't know if I could write 100 things about myself. i don't know I f i could face that. but hun, you have a real talent with words and I know you're going places with it.
xxx

Posted by: the1aotearoa at April 13, 2003 04:56 PM